right now: 5.08 am
i did a lil bit revision on sociolinguistics and feeling tired, i went on9-ing.
feeling preety bored with facebook, i switched to myspace. din know what to do..just browsed thru friends list and suddenly one pic grabbed my attention.
she is my acquaintance; pretty, really gorgeous. i admit it. it's been quite some times since my last visit to her page. so, i clicked.
not much difference, she's still pretty.
then i clicked on the pics. pretty lots of updates there, one folder of raya caught my eyes. oh and i don't know for how many times, i am mesmerized by her beauty. with baju kurung. it's...totally nice! well, ya, i was speechless - as usual. ehe
done with that, there are like 4 folders of her pics with friends - went for party.
and i was like...ooww...jaw dropped? a little. but funny thing is - i felt something wrong with my stomach and like, throwing out... and erm..this is the first time i felt so when seeing pics. i tink.
why?
because erm..should i say this... *thinking*
okay2..i'll say
the pics are nasty..disgusting..thou there are no drinks or something like that *who knows* - i just can't stand seeing how they are proud with those kind of clothes, mixing with the guys like there's no boundaries, hugging each other..sorry im no good in describing people but i think u can imagine it yourself.
im sorry if there's anybody feeling uncomfortable with this. this is just how and what i feel.
it's not that i'm too closed minded with these kind of things thou some said yes. once. i don't mind. and it's not that i don't mix with guys, hanging out together in group, sitting at same table with them but stil, i think, there should be boundaries. no, there is a boundaries, and we must abide to that boundaries. and i know i'm not good in giving advice regarding religious thing but as a muslim *when u admit it, act like u are*, plus a girl, plus malay, those things like in those pics shouldn't be happen. it's such a waste to see them, born in a very good package - wealthy family, good looking, good education to end up being like that.
i know, some may find this very offensive and who am i to say those kind of things to them.
this is just my thought, what i feel. and sorry, but i just do not like it. so much.
call me closed minded,kampung girl, ..it's okay.
there's nothing wrong with it ait. :)
currently listening to:
azan subuh..jom solat :)