mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye kurang paham kot cara hidup ngn orang lain dalam 1 bilik
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye taktau kalau saye shuping ape, saye mesti kongsi cerita shoping tu,myb sambil lompat kegirangan..and tunjuk ape saye beli, bawak kuar balik dari wardrobe..tunjuk2 sambil hepi2
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye taktau kalau shoping ape2 mesti same ngn orang tu, kalau tak same pun, maybe adela iras-iras tu..kot..
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye taktau la kalau saye balas mesej cm kerap sikit, orang akan ter'affected'. and, kemestian lah kot tuk sy cite..sy cite je kalau kte bestfriends..
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye taktau kalau dia kasi sy pinjam anything barang dia, saye mesti kongsi jugak saye punye. sy igt, pinjam for the sake of pinjam jela, nothing in return..
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye tatau kalau pakai earphone dengar lagu kegemaran saye pun, masih akan menganggu orang study. tp kalau vibrate phone yang orang pakai earphone pun bley dgr, mungkin tak ganggu kot..
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
saye taktau kalau even sy moody pun, da create some kind of wall and ade papan tanda 'im not in a good mood, don't talk to me' pun, saye mesti.........banyak cakap, gelak2, layan orang tu punye cerita.
mungkin sebab sy takde any sister,
kalau saye wujudkan ape2 rules pun, saye taktau kalau si adik punye rules, tak berape nk diterime...
sorylah saye taktau sisters rules macam mane.
saye tak penah rase hidup kongsi bilik kt rumah..
saye tak penah rase privasi sy diganggu di rumah..
saye tak tahu mcm mana nk share barang, taktau mcm mana nk pakai barang same..
saye ade umi saye je yang myb paham situasi saye..
bukan sy tak cube..
sy tak biasa. T.T
i've tried my best to understand people, and i still don't get it why is it so hard for them to understand me. and when actions speak louder than words, i think u shud know by my actions. but still..
sy myb takde biological sister, tp sy ade je 5 awesome sisters yang faham my situation.
sy myb tak biase, tp sy penah kongsi dorm ngn 15 other sisters for two years and it was great.
sy myb tak cube, tp sy berjaye je hidup ngn 3 other coursemates for 1 year yang paham privasi sendiri.
tataula nape yang ni.susah sgt.
i don't hate u. but i'm not comfortable. im not saying that u're bad person. myb we're just not a good combination. myb we are, but not for a long period. sorry i can't confront this with u. like what i said, myb because i don't have any sister, i don't know how. this is the only way i can let it out of my mind.